Ceasefire: After NINE years of cold war

I do not own this photo

After nine long years, my elementary classmate and I finally declared a temporary ceasefire. He took the initiative to add me as a friend on Facebook (oh well, I hate to say this but Thanks Mark Zuckerberg). I accepted the invitation of course, just trying to be civil and less bitter. I’m just hoping that he doesn’t have any ulterior motive of doing so since he’s not the type of person you can easily trust again. But I’m happy to be connected with him again. We also created some conversation, which was so nice of him to start too. I believe he is still the same boy I knew (disregard his evil side). Well, why not give this friendship a second chance eh? Who knows, this time, he’s real and sincere.

Bubie-chan vs the world

Okay, the goddess of misfortune must be after me. I’m unemployed, a friend of mine “unfriended” me (not on FACEBOOK but in real life, we’re still Facebook friends though), My mom said she can’t handle me anymore and my dad just declared an all-out war against me. I’m starting to believe that I really have attitude problems. Sometimes I’m on the mood to follow their orders and then suddenly, I began to feel annoyed. Also, I have my “unlikely”behavior. I talk back on impulse whenever they try to scold me. God knows how I try to staple my mouth but I just can’t let myself be blamed by people around me especially if I didn’t do anything wrong. Adding to it, I try to justify all my actions just to assure that I’m the victim (sometimes it’s the other way around). I’m really hopeless when it comes to changing.

Scream my lungs out