I always think everything is fine. I drink vitamins and sleep early. I tried not to get any flu or cough. However, I got more than that. An aural polyp so to say. Been spending months of treatment but it all boiled down to an operation…
I cried when I heard about it. I cried not because of the pain but
because of the money that would be spent….all on me.
I worked because I wanted to become independent….but now, I’m still as helpless as an infant. Now I appreciate Bruno Mars’ song…I wanna be a billionaire so freakin bad. I don’t know how to face my parents. They will surely spend for it….but it’s just so painful to see that all of their money will go to me.
I can’t complain of course… I love God above all. I know he has plans but I just can’t bear the fact that I can’t even help myself now…
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About bubie-chan
I want my life to be simple.Worrying makes me tired and gives me some headache.
My family and friends are the reason why I'm still surviving despite the tons of school works that I have.
Music is my interest and I shall say the one that really influence my way of living and thinking.
Movies fascinate me.
Reading? I must admit, I'm not into it. It shows I guess by the limited words I often use but I'm trying appreciate books.
All I wanted was to work in a music company or MTV.
I'm also considering being a rock journalist but first, I must learn how to write.
I used to live my life for today and worry about tomorrow.
However, the moment I realized I was turning 20 next year, I changed my motto.
I love reading Manga/Manhwa/Comics and watching animated films
I believe I'm a Punk
People said they can't read my mind but I say, yes you can if only you try harder
Now I live for today and will not worry for tomorrow. Life's too short...why waste it on worrying what's gonna happen.
They say I am unpredictable, a little bit complicated and have attitude problem. I say I am just acting based on my instincts. They say I am lazy, passive and sometimes stupid. I say I am taking my time, I noticed things but try to think about it thoroughly before acting, and I am not as dumb as they think it's just that I have different interests from them. They say I look like a band member, an artist, a dancer and a smart-ass. I say, I may look like anyone I'm the best poser that you can see. POSER as in loves to pose but not faking it.Confusing? Well, I like music very much. when it comes to art, I can criticize any form. Being a smart-ass? Well,I can use some of my skills to not look so dumb in front of my predators. So it doesn't really matter what they say because I say the final call comes from me. I'll always be misunderstood.I know that and somehow I'm accustomed with that fact. That's life anyway. Why worry? Oh by the way did I tell you that I am a BUM? I'm a freeloader at my parents' house. I eat, sleep, watch movies, read manga and wash the dishes (every meal). That's how programmed my day-to-day life is. I'm stuck and I'm still loving it ^_^
bubie-chan
BUBEEE~ Ok lang na, bhbh. Mu man ni gina-worry ko in the future.Feeling ko, magastusan man pamillya ko sakon, hehe. Pero te, were still alive. Make every moment special para makahelp man ta sa Pilipinas ah, hehe.
PLEASSSE, Tudlue ko pano magbutang sang Live Feed thingy paryas sa right side sang imo WordPress. Hehehehe! Mwah!
hay na lang farner dapat na ko magwork.heheh